Happy 56th Monthsary Rizan'yanah !
This is our 2nd time monthsary while eu in camp . I hope eu'll never change to be notty , gatal , suke tengok pompan just like last time . I had enough ZAN ! I almost tired everything to be the best for eu , bt , if eu still want to repeat it again , hmm .. I can't say anything . If eu can do to that me , why can't i ? I don't mind losing eu , what for if i still go through this relationship with eu if eu keep on hurting me . (: I know , im NOT perfect and i just the way i am ! So please , used this second chance to prove it to me eu'r not going to repeat it again . To let eu know honestly , till now , its so hard for me to forget with what eu did to me the last time , really hurt me , when every time i sit alone i'll always remember what eu did to me , i cried alone . And i don't know if i can still go on with eu in the future . im so scared .
Today is 27.10.10 .. Exactly , 1 month im using this blogger . haha .. time flies fast and next week is already November .
(: Just now , after school , i went to plaza singapura to apply job at GV . I don't know why i love working in cinema , but .. yar , i got that job and i'll start on this Monday . maybe , this is only fer temporary . While , i looking for other jobs .
Yanah Zaid ..
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